I'm now so overwhelmed w/overjoyed after recovering from being devastated. Can someone congratulate me?

oh damn... i'm so happy. I'm so happy I'm not even worry about my IGCSE coming and being happy the things that I desperately about to do.I'm just happy that I've recovered from being devastated. but at the same time I feel that am not ok. LOL. more like ignoring the world. just being happy for myself. and now am still figuring out how to show my emotions to other people, when am worn of being happy. lol