Feeling under pressure, 15 years old?

You have to be proud of you that is the most important thing I am 26 came from bad family if you know what I mean was the first to get a ged and college and to be honest my father shows appreciation for every little thing my bother does which is not his child but raised him I have done better in my life then any of them but yet he still won't say it to me or anything like that I have learn some times there is nothing you can do to make them proud so be proud of yourself I am !